HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

                I just can’t understand what I’m feeling. I want to hate you for everything you’ve done to me. But in some certain of my life, I just can’t make it. Whenever you’re not around, I’m telling myself to hate you, to be angry with you. But when I look into your eyes, when you smile to me, all those thoughts are forgotten. I can’t stop myself from falling and falling again. Everything you did for me makes me want you more than I can imagine. It’s as simple as saying “you complete me.” And I hate it. Cause I’ll be needing you in my life and it’s gonna be hard for me to let you go. You’re the sweetest person I’d ever met. You know how to make me smile just because of your presence. You’re the only one who knows me like you do. And I hate it. I JUST HATE THAT I LOVE YOU SO.